My Best Friend.

I swear i have the best one in the world. Hands down. I would not trade him for the world. It is just so nice to know that I have someone who I can tell all my frustrations, hopes, dreams, doubts, fears, and everything in between to and no judgement is EVER made. I take for granted how great a friend I really have made. I am so thankful God gave me a friend like Cameron :)

     I always feel better about life when I pour my heart out on tumblr. I don’t know why? I just feel like I am not judged or anything. But anywaysss … MY LIFE right now it like good and bad. I think the good and the bad are equal to one another. So school, it’s looking better. Or I am coming turns with what the outcome of this semester will be. And I am just moving forward and striving for better things . Sophmore year will be a GREAT one… because that is the only way. I am ready to knock out these exams and move on to the Summer. I am at the point whatever happens … happens and I will go from there.

   In other news.. I am really praying and hoping my aunt gets better soon. It is becoming so hard to go visit her when she is soooo helpless. Like I know she is tired of not being herself and her family can’t give up on her … but it is just getting hard. And then my brother is sick with his diabetes and he is not taking care of himself. Which isn’t even why I am upset … it is the fact that he is stressing my mama out. Like it is his fault it is so bad . He irritates me with just about everything.

    I want something real. I am ready. I wanna fall head over heels. I might even take getting my heartbroken if I had lots of good times to remember. I just want something. Anything. Just to say I had it.

Welp, these are the thoughts that flood my head as I lay here in the dark. To sleep I go.